And so, in a frenzy of attempting to feel as normal as possible, and to reassure myself that the coming months won't be THAT bad, I try to do everything possible to make thing at least look less warm around here. I cut roses from the garden and stick them in light-colored vases (so Country Living, where no one is ever picture sweltering on the couch wishing for the next Ice Age to come). I plant late spring flowers--pansies and nastursiums, knowing full well that they'll be fried by Friday. I put up light spring-worthy curtains in spite of the fact that in one month what I'll really need is ultra-sun-blocking black-out shades. (Not so lovely, and never pictured in slick spreads in decorating mags.)
Basically I'm playing a psych game, trying to convince my all-too-well-knowing brain that summer is nothing to be feared, that 115 degrees isn't really so bad, that we'll stay active and creative and not just sink into heat-induced hibernation. It works, too. At least until the afternoon, when the house is up to 86 degrees, and I know that worse is lurking just around the corner.
Pray for me.
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